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February 21st, 2011
10:59 pm - Distracted from studies, the weather put me in an odd mood.
The rain sounds nice this time of year
When my pockets are empty & your hand's not near
My thoughts call out around the house
I wanna share things & I wanna go out
To all the places I used to go
With all the people I used to know
But everything always changes
& my friends keep moving away
& maybe I'm just being selfish
Because I'm the only one that stayed.
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July 9th, 2010
07:15 pm
"all year long we wait for sun, at the beach we come undone"
I want to post a video blog. idk why, but i do, mostly because I haven't been active on here in a few months really.
As for now, it's off to the gym to go clear my head because I really dislike copyright law right now and my head hurts, so DAMN YOU Audio Home Recording Act Essay!
Ciao!
Current Music: Kid Cudi, Best Coast and Rostam of Vampire Weekend - "All Summer"
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June 2nd, 2010
01:35 am - Writer's Block: Oh no not I
I try and hang out with friends more, get out of the house more, go to the gym, watch Lost, play video games, and I make lists and write to help sort out my thoughts if my thoughts are causing me too much trouble. Writing and making lists just helps get the thoughts out and sort a lot of things out that I would think about too much.
Current Music: Edward Sharpe & the Magnetic Zeros - Home | Powered by Last.fm
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May 15th, 2010
11:27 pm
It's 10:17 and what have you done?
I saw something ominous in a ring
5 Pearls, but 6 notches
i wore across my pinkies and made my eyes sting
until I saw blotches
On an unrelated note. I dislike reminiscent thoughts right now. I also don't like being home alone.
I miss my best friend and i cannot wait until he gets back in town from the AF with his AK gf haha
It's gonna be a few good weeks when he's here, but before and after he's here it's going to be a weird transition for me. I've got all this time that isn't going to be occupied by school and school work, plus last summer I had a gf.
I need to go play some video games or watch some Doctor Who ASAP right now.
Current Mood:  pensive
Current Music: Minus the Bear - Memphis & 53rd | Powered by Last.fm
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May 14th, 2010
11:41 pm - Zebra
[ X ] Organic Chemistry ACS practice exam taken.
[ X ] Finish Essay on William Butler Yeats poem "Sailing to Byzantium"
[ X ] Attempt to not put much BS in said essay for 5 pages. (For the most part)
[ X ] Watch Doctor Who.
[ X ] Take a nap.
[ X ] Go to work.
[ X ] Calmly stop a shoplifter from stealing crappy video games.
[ X ] Play Pandora radio from my cellphone while working because it was dead.
[ ] Go to bed.
Current Music: Beach House - Zebra | Powered by Last.fm
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May 8th, 2010
10:00 am - Congratulations
As strange as it seems I would rather dissolve than have you ignore me.
Current Music: MGMT
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April 26th, 2010
10:35 pm - Wander & the Colossus
Aside from that being the localized name of one of my favorite video games, Shadow of the Colossus, the first part, "wander," is exactly what it did today, and I feel pretty good about it.
-Got 2 rolls of 100 ISO Ilford Delta
-Drove around kinda aimlessly and found McKinley Park
-Loaded up my camera bag
-Wandered about the park for a while. There were turtles in the duck/goose pond! It was also interesting to have all those animals and squirrels within a foot of you and they're all like, "Oh hey, sup guys."
-Wandered over to B street Theatre and found my way along side the Methane Gas field then followed the train tracks down towards the freeway.
-Dinner time! Crepeville!
-More aimless driving.
-Cezar Chavez park and a good nighttime 3 block romp and picture taking experience.
-Took some shots driving home too and i wonder if those will turn out haha.
I'm am very thankful for Band of Horses for making my drive ever so peaceful, relaxing, and extra enjoyable.
Current Music: Band of Horses
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April 19th, 2010
10:08 pm - DEADBEAT SUMMER - NEON INDIAN
Come and run from the heat
In the middle of a sunlit street
Seeing thoughts in repeat
But I'd rather get something to eat
Feeling senseless and beat
And I wonder if through chance we will meet
Deadbeat summer
It's just a deadbeat summer
Deadbeat summer
It's just a deadbeat summer
Deadbeat summer
It's just a deadbeat summer
Deadbeat summer
It's just a deadbeat summer
You're the one that I'll miss
From my summer when I'd stolen a kiss
Hear the endless hiss
As he rolls into the starlit abyss
All my dreams reminisce
Never thought this time would be like this
Deadbeat summer
It's just a deadbeat summer
Deadbeat summer
It's just a deadbeat summer
Deadbeat summer
It's just a deadbeat summer
Deadbeat summer
It's just a deadbeat summer
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April 14th, 2010
01:18 am
A lot of questions, but none should be answered. They aren't going to change anything anyhow. I hate all these little reminders. It just makes it more tempting to get rid of my facebook. I also hate the reminder that comes in human form every tuesday and thursday. Don't talk to me. About anything. I don't want to talk to you for a while. Even though you're a classmate and didn't know at the time, but it still leaves a bad taste in my mouth. I don't blame you, no. We were both victims of circumstance in a sense. One of us was just an actual victim more or less.
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12:23 am - Oh Insomnia.
I'm doing random sets of push ups,
To forget about the past.
I'm doing shots of all the places,
Hoping that they last.
My lips are chapped from all this breathing,
Chugging water bottle's blood.
And Hamlet ain't got nothing,
on King Laios' son.
Changing Changing Changing?
No son, you can't change the past.
The moments are stuck in time,
and in your head they will last.
A fire that has burned out,
this feeling boils your blood.
Remember you can look back,
But don't burn yourself in it son.
Current Music: Bright Eyes - "Hit The Switch"
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